Updating (because I'm being made to blog)

So, Nick is making me blog because it's his birthday and he thinks this allows him to order me around.

I feel like I've been pretty good the past few days. I've eaten Polish food but not gone overboard and I haven't eaten any cake or dessert. I've stuck to either 1 or 2 drinks as well. Tomorrow will be a different story though because we're partying all night. Then Saturday since it's my birthday I'm going to pig out, haha. But I have nothing next weekend so this will give me almost 2 weeks of uninterrupted healthy eating where I can get back on track, hopefully.

I feel better. I look in the mirror and I know I'm not skinny but I feel better. Even my mom commented that she could tell today which made me happy. And she said she's been proud of my food choices the past couple days, because I usually take a dinner break with her so she sees what I'm eating. I didn't exercise today because I twisted my ankle as I was about to and it was really bugging me. I did get a lot of exercise at the hall though - running up and down the stairs and running around the hall fetching things for everyone. My ankle is killing me tonight but oh well.

There's not too much else to update on. Everything else is going pretty well, considering. I weighed myself this morning and it said 188.5lbs which is good since it's been kind of crazy. So if I can just maintain that, then the next couple weeks I'll go hard. I'm also going to do a detox next week which will help me quickstart my weight loss again.

I suppose all I need is continued support from those closest to me and I'll be fine. I know I'm not where I wanted to be but we all have obstacles and I just have to overcome them. I just hope by this time next year I'll be where I want to be and healthy.

Also, happy birthday to my wonderful boyfriend! I love youuuu.

-Monica